Its Amazing how quick things happen,like the Death of my friend Alex he was age 19.He was shot 3 times in the chest and heart.The guy who killed him was cuffed but i was ready to kill him as the cop saw in my eyes and said "kid,don't fuck up your life too." So in the mean time i wrote a song for Alex called "When you lose a brother"

Trying to forget the news
That you're gone so soon
It leaves me crushed and broken
I don't know what to do

A brother is more then blood
more then just a name
even though we have different families
we're brothers just the same

We weren't brothers in flesh and blood
we were brothers of circumstance and means
Sharing stories and good times
sharing the same vision and dream

I remember so many times
when each other was all we had
helping to conquer difficulties
of being 2 strangers in a strange land

Yet I'm very thankful
At the end of that one day
When we exchanged the words "I love you" (Brotherly love)
As only true brothers can say

Because even though you have gone
to a place we shall see
we shared respect,love,Admiration and fun
And you will always be with me


Jacob T.Madison
8-20-09
August 20th,2009